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Today's Christian, January/February 1997

Seeing Aunt Dora to Heaven's Gate
Her farewell was like no other I'd known
by Terrence N. Brown

As the age-blackened clock beat its relentless, dull rhythm, Aunt Dora sat up slowly from the pillow.

"Do you hear the winds?" she rasped.

I scanned the room. No one moved or looked up except me. Being early October and mild, the windows stood open, but no wind blew.

In Aunt Dora's bedroom, I glanced at my Uncle John, holding Aunt Dora's hand and balancing a thick Bible on his lap. On either side of the bed sat my cousins, Andrew and Fred. None of them seemed to have noticed her sudden outburst.

"Listen!" snapped Aunt Dora. "Don't you hear that strange wind?"

"No, dear one, I don't," replied Uncle John softly. "I don't hear anything."

Aunt Dora lay back, her left eye twitching, and whispered, tripping over her husband's name, "Jo-John, read a Psalm."

Uncle John released her hand and turned pages quickly. He wiped his mouth, even though I could see it was dry. "As the hart after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God … "

"Yes! Amen!" Aunt Dora interrupted.

"My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God … "

Only eight months before, Aunt Dora had been diagnosed with cancer. Now she was dying with family around, including me—her only nephew.

"Why art thou cast down, O my soul? … "

My parents had died in a boating accident when I was ten. For the next decade, I lived with Uncle John and Aunt Dora, made their joys and troubles mine, fought with Andrew and Fred like brothers, and observed active Christian faith. In fact, thanks to Aunt Dora's influence, I committed my life to Christ when I was fourteen.

"Why hast thou forgotten me? … "

That night, in a Tennessee farmhouse, life seemed dry and brittle, but full. For me, full of suffering and anguish and pain and regrets and unfairness.

Ready for their arrival
I noticed Aunt Dora's limp right leg start its uncontrollable shaking. Suddenly, she sat up again, with sweat trickling down both earlobes. "John, Fred, do you hear the knocking? Go to the door!"

Her command came in an even, polite cadence with just a hint of desperation.

Fred joined Uncle John on the edge of the bed and took his mother's other hand. He looked at his father and shook his head. No one had knocked. I waited for Uncle John to begin reading again, wondering how he could continue.

Smiling sweetly, leaning toward Aunt Dora, Uncle John mopped her head with a cloth and reopened the Bible. "Yet the Lord will command his loving kindness in the daytime, and in the night his song shall be with me … "

Aunt Dora was dying. Dying! I screamed inside. Why didn't these dear people understand? Uncle John, Andrew, Fred! She's slipping away from us. Can't you see it?

Who's—who's here?" asked Aunt Dora thickly.

"Just us, Mommy," replied Andrew. "Dad, Fred, Terry, and me. We … "

"Who else, though?" Aunt Dora persisted, looking up.

I felt Andrew's arm around me as I cried openly. He leaned close to me and whispered, "Any time now. She's going fast."

Uncle John read, "Hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God. Amen."

Without letting Uncle John pause, Aunt Dora moaned, "Psalm 91, Johnny."

"He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty … "

Aunt Dora, in tiny movements inched toward death. Yet, my uncle and cousins looked as if nothing appeared wrong.

A rush of wings
Through my tears, I tried to recall my reaction to my parents' deaths. I drew a blank. Nothing. But now, here in this room, there was serenity, not anxiety, an expectation that bordered on joy.

"Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night for he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways … "

Aunt Dora's eyes looked up to the ceiling as she smiled. "Listen, hear them! The angels are coming. I hear the angels coming!" she declared, attempting to rise. "Hear the wings. What beauty! Do you hear their song?"

Falling back, she gasped. Her earthly journey was over. Fred closed his mother's eyes, the smile on her lips remaining.

Uncle John sighed gently and closed his Bible. "'To keep thee in all thy ways,'" he repeated. Leaning forward he kissed Aunt Dora, stood up and said, "With the Father, boys, with the Father."

Andrew squeezed me tighter. Slowly, quietly, he began to sing, "Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Ghost."

I listened amazed, but not hopeless. This was like no death I had ever heard about. Where was the sorrow, the grief, the pain?

The others joined in, and so did I. " … As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen, Amen."

It suddenly made sense to me. For a Christian, regardless of place or cause, death becomes the fulfillment of life in Christ. No longer afraid, I look forward to one day hearing Aunt Dora's angels coming with song to take me to heaven's gates.

Copyright © 1997 by the author or Christianity Today International/Today's Christian magazine (formerly Christian Reader).
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January/February 1997, Vol. 35, No. 1, Page 34



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